Hi you, it's been a long since the last time you posted the last story. So, what happen today? Why suddenly you open this site? Honestly, I don't know what happen with me. Just feel confuse about something. Btw, can I talk to you? Right, I think you want to listen to me now.
Actually, I'm so confusing about something right now. That feeling started a couple days ago. I wanna tell you something. Sure, I will to be honest with you. You know that a couple days ago I got "big opportunity" for my life, but since that time I tell you that I scared to much. I don't know why and what I scared about. That opportunity makes me think about a lot of stuff. Many things gather in my brain. So, I can't think clearly and do my work at the office. Still, I haven't decide anything and every time I think about what my decision suppose to be, my brain hurts and feels so heavy. I did salat and told Allah Swt. whats going on. Now, I'm focus to understanding whats the sign that Allah gives to me. I hope you will say that what I'm doing is right. I tell you this, me.
Surakarta, 24th June 2020
